Well, I haven't written on here in a little over a month. I'd like for this to be one of the happier posts that I write, but it simply isn't. I had the flu in the end of December. And it just seems like it has stuck. No, I don't have the flu anymore. I'm just going to be honest. I've had so many crying spells lately that I don't even know what to do with myself. I'm usually not this open and honest, but I would appreciate any prayer more than anything. I know with God I can and will get through this, but it's been quite difficult.
What has helped me before, and what I need to go back to is that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever (Hebrews 13:8). Though my emotions and feelings may go up and down, God wants to be my rock and anchor. I love the song titled "My Help Comes from the Lord" by The Museum. A lot of songs have helped and encouraged me, but this one in particular has. I'd like to say that I have it all together, but I simply don't. I don't know why God allows me to experience such lonliness or even an array of emotions, but perhaps to learn to depend completely on Him for my needs.
